Since I can remember I have envisioned this perfect little life. I would be married to a nice, caring, handsome, and hard working man. We would have a couple kids, a dog, and a cozy happy home. I was that little girl who carried her baby dolls everywhere. I even played the whole “egg baby” thing. If you don’t know what I am referring to lol then let me explain. You get a raw egg, and you carry it around in a little bed you created for it. You are now that eggs mom. It’s your job to make sure you don’t drop it and crack it’s shell. Oh how I miss those days of being a innocent care free little girl.
When you are young and even through your teenage years you don’t fully understand how this life works. You don’t understand that you don’t always get to choose what happens to you or what comes your way. You can try and try, give your all, say your prayers but that doesn’t mean it will come. But just because it never comes or hasn’t appeared in your life yet doesn’t mean you don’t deserve it or that it will never come. It just simply means there are other plans for you or it’s not the right time yet.
I have always believed that most things truly do happen for a reason. Every step, turn, jump, and decision you make is happening for a reason. It’s all forming into something that is waiting for you. The key to living your best life and being happy with where you are right now is to simply let life be, let it flow. Envision the life you deeply desire and reach for those stars. Make decisions and goals that will better your mind, heart, and health but let it all flow. It’s all going to work out for the best, you just have to keep going. Have faith that someone is looking out for you and has the best intentions for you. Doesn’t matter what you believe in, there is always something higher then thy self watching over you. I don’t always understand the things that have happened to me in my life but I am trusting where it’s taking me.
Smile, and take those crossroads with ease knowing that it will always lead you to where you need to be.